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Wednesday, February 28

A brief update - not much to say...

There's an old Danish song, about Winter, that starts "It is cold outside" and which goes on to describe the snowy landscape and the birds that have stayed behind. I've "corrupted" it, and written "It is cold inside" - there's more, but this is what I have finished embroidering:


I lost my purse yesterday, so I'm feeling frantic, and that doesn't help my mood. It's -6C outside, I have no car and am soon going to walk the 2km into town to search in the streets.

Sunday, February 18


I've added two more layers. 

I have an upcoming exam, so I'm procrastinating and finding other **very important** things that HAVE to be done right now.... 

Saturday, February 10


It's a great pity that I'm at my most creative when find myself outside the "normal range" of the mood spectrum. Maybe because, whenever I diverge to the negative end, it's so imperative that I create, to halt the downward spiral, that I can't not do it. 

I relate to people who won't take medication because it makes them "normal" - even though I'm not one of them. Being well-functioning takes priority now, even at the cost of some creativity. My mood has been stable for the past several years, which you can see by the lack of posts in that period. It's not that I don't create, it's that what I make doesn't have soul, or meaning or message. Or depth. And that is the kind of work I mean by "I art therefore I am".

I used to have much more time, but I'm studying at the moment - to become self-supporting again - so the pace of the work is much slower. There will probably not be much finished work posted here, just work-in-progress, as and when there is time to progress.
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I'm finally getting around to using the fabric I rusted a long time ago.. I don't know if it's the Nordic influence now, maybe the naked winter trees, but I've moved to a phase of subdued colours - brown and grey, which I used to think were dull; practically non-colours. But now I discover that there are many, many shades of those and it's very interesting to see what you can do, when they're so muted.

Sunday, January 28


"If my life were important"

Work-in-progress

Thursday, April 20

Wednesday, February 1

The Blog Shop

... is a dream at this stage. But perhaps one day...

Advice from Elizabeth Gilbert

Elizabeth Gilbert is writing about creativity these days. I read something she had written and one thing leaped off the screen and grabbed me.

 "I didn’t expect to make a living from writing. I never demanded that my writing, my art, support me. Instead, I made a commitment to do everything I could to support my art. I worked whatever job I had to so I could keep writing. I made a promise to my art, that I would always support it, I would make the sacrifices so we could be together."
(Big Magic - Elizabeth Gilbert)

Having entertained notions of trying to make a living from my art and then seeing the futility of it and the loss of creativity it brought and with that the loss of the love of it, this speaks so clearly to me. I realised that this is a far better way to keep my art and my enjoyment of it, alive. 

I'll work whatever job I have to, so I can keep doing this, and keep loving doing it..... :)

Friday, June 10

Teesha Moore inspired bag

So glad I finally got to make it!

One side:


The other side:


Detail shots:




Sunday, April 3

Bookmarks

Made yesterday

75 kr each plus postage

Friday, April 1

Hello again World...

... from a new country and a new life in Denmark. And plans, so many plans. :)












Tuesday, February 3

Gosh. So much time gone by. So much water under the bridge. So many changes, yet many things the same.




Saturday, March 9

2013

I had forgotten about my blog. This time I am not going to make any resolutions about keeping it up and then falter again. I will just post as and when I get to it.

I have made a number of new things in the past two years, but they are in storage as I have moved into a much smaller flat. So here are just some pictures of what I am busy with at the moment.




It still needs to have a backing put on it and be quilted, but first it needs a few beads to give it a bit more texture.

Thursday, January 13

BEFORE my creativity dried up.

I must admit that it has come as a surprise to me that despite the dysfunctionality (or rather, non-functionality) of this blog, people are still reading it. Wow. Hi *wave* People. :) (I am not in a blog ring anymore, how did you find me?)

Only FIVE posts in all of 2010. That's ... sad. Well, the only way from there is up; I'm now on TWO already. *rolling my eyes and grinning*

It's now been several months that I have had no impetus to create anything and yesterday I decided that I have to do *something* so I started fiddling with bits of fabric. Not inspired, just "moodling" as dedicated blogger Robyn of Art Propelled calls it. ( "So you see, the imagination needs moodling – long, inefficient, happy idling, dawdling, and puttering." - Brenda Euland) Thanks for the advice, Robyn. :)

No I am not going to post photos of it. It is just "priming the pump" and doesn't look like anything. Instead I have a photo of a quilt I am making, well "making" is more like "occasionally working on", for my mom's bed.


I made the top before my creativity dried up. Rather crazily I decided to hand-quilt it. Why O why? There are SO many seams that I am quilting through 5 layers most of the time. It's been a long time since I last worked on something this big and it will be an even longer time till I do it again!

Sunday, January 9

My creativity dried up.

My creativity has all dried up. After the exhibition - I don't know what happened but it all went out of me. :( Hopefully just a fallow period.

Monday, November 1

I had an exhibition

I have given myself a kick in the pants. Following another recent browse through Robyn's blog Art Propelled I was inspired to give my blog another go. Thank you, Robyn! :)

I had an exhibition of my work last month. It went very well. I was dreadfully nervous and the logistics were hairy (oh, for the money to have a manager/agent!) but I managed to get it together with some help from family and friends.

Here are some pictures from the opening. It really happened!

Wine and snacks, including sandwiches and sausage rolls made by my mom and I that afternoon, talk about panic.
I even sold some work!
That's me on the right in the black and white. I only slept one hour after the opening! The exhibition opening Friday 1 Oct and was open Sat/Sun after that. I didn't advertise it enough, but despite that there were quite a few people coming in over the weekend. Had an article in the local paper, to publicise it, so maybe that's where people knew from.

I now know an awful lot of things for next time. What? Next time?????? I'm still saying "never again"!

Sunday, September 5

I don't post :(

I really have nothing to say but somehow I don't want this blog to die.

Saturday, April 17

Cobwebs!

Did I have to fight my way through cobwebs to get back in here! {rolling my eyes} This place needs a good scrub. Or maybe a bulldozer? Nah, not a bulldozer. Bring in a herd of cows, let them graze and fertilise and then send them home again. Then a light plough and it should be ready for planting again. :)

Monday, February 1

Ack! SPAM!

I'm being spammed :( I'm going to try and find out how I can delete these stupid "comments" and probably set Moderation ON.

Annoying!

Sunday, January 10

It's a sad, sad world we live in

I've been away on holiday in Denmark where I was born. While I was there, several major events occurred, some of which hit hard:

1. The attempted murder of Kurt Westergaard, he of the Mohammed cartoon fame, in his own home. He was in fact only one of 12 cartoonists, but became the "face" of the issue. I'm a staunch defender of the right to free speech, especially where this is enshrined in one's own country.

2. The shocking attempted bombing of the plane bound for Detroit. It is chilling indeed that a single deranged individual has the power to sow havoc around the whole world and demonstrate how fragile our safety is. We were subjected to intense searching at the airport after this, with random body scans and sniffer dogs. Must say I was grateful for that.

3. COP15, the world climate change conference. There was no room at the inn during the conference, but I made it there the day after it ended. Many exhibitions and writings on the subject were still available and I learned a lot about just how urgent the problem of global warming really is and how much evidence already exists to demonstrate this urgency. We have fouled up our own backyard and our own children will pay the price. One day they will ask us "if you knew it was happening, why didn't you act to stop it?" But too many countries lack the political will to take it seriously. Depressing. It reminds me of what TS Eliot wrote in the poem The Hollow Men:
"This is the way the world ends.
this is the way the world ends.
this is the way the world ends.
not with a bang, but a whimper"

4. The heaviest snow conditions in Britain in the last 30 years. We made it out of Heathrow at midnight on 5 Jan, after a 4 hr delay to deice and redeice the plane. At one stage the captain announced it was "not looking good". It reinforced for me, how the world weather is changing, with more extreme events. Some say we are headed for another Ice Age, and will become extinct like the dinosaurs. We certainly deserve to.

Well, there, I have minced no words about my opinions. (It is my blog after all.) Why am I writing this in a blog about fibre art?

On the plane home, in the middle of a sleepless night, it all got to me. I sat for probably half an hour with tears rolling down my face, silently listening over and over and over to Katie Melua's "Spider's Web" on the headset. My head filled up with images of destructiveness, hate, arrogance, the complexity of protest and convictions, consequences, sorrow and fear. We will succumb to flames that will burn to our own destruction.

I will probably try and use these images in a visual composite of all my impressions. There's a danish 'silver lining' proverb - probably has an equivalent in every language, but I learned the danish one first - "There's nothing so bad that it isn't good for something".

I'm a speck of dust in the universe and cannot change the world. So perhaps I can just make a statement about it, as I see it.

Thursday, November 19

Just found this

Untitled
2008
35cm x 35cm
Fabric
Machine pieced, hand appliqued

I must've finished this some time ago. I don't even remember it. I found it in a pile of fabric I was cleaning up. That's actually quite b-a-d! :)
Ah well, nothing like discovering something you thought you hadn't finished, but in fact, had. There's hope for me yet!